a LETTER to god : lil girl prayer

     Hi,it's 1.12 am ,2 days after 2014.Happy New Year,Honey,my sweet nampun namja...story after story,drama after drama  i watched,one funny thing happened as i am watching.After all those thing,their hero changed,but mine stick the same.These year of 2015, i watched Pinocchio,and the first person that came to my mind is you,my nampun namja.Normally,people would discuss about their New Years wish but for me,nampun namja, you are as important as all my wishes when all my wish are sum together.How much i hope it will changed,you just so important.Though through time , i'll keep on wishing,but now ,i am wishing again.God, give your poor slave one happiness she have hoped for ,her nampun namja and she'll be happy and spread so much happiness toward others.
      Wish for 2015:
1)to be positive toward persons and surrounding
2) keep my first promise of 2015 (vacation)
3)Work Hard to give my lil sis glamorous wedding (coz she deserved it.Waiting for nampun namja as i know , i will never give up to slighest 0.001 chance but in case,the possibility just didn't meant to happened, i will marry her off thinking of how my wedding i wanna be).... fulfill other wish as ours.So,i'll have to work hard
4)be a good teacher,listener and probably mother to my babies students

i hope this year wouldn't be colourful for me.i will make it colourful with my darnest smiles.i'll stay strong.Nampun namja, my promise to you,i'll stay really strong.
 
    I want to be in love without to be forcing myself to fall in love in first place (coz then, i will feel like "someones already there,you, nampun namja".Coz i want it so much to move on...but it feel more terrified thinking of forgeting him coz the HIM, that keep me strong.Just stay in my heart,and don't cost so much chaos ,nampun namja.
   
   PRAYERS OF 2015
    i'll do anything so much so that, my mom want she want,what she deserves...happiness,wealth....
    And i'm praying for 'woman from hell" that she will always be nice especially to my mom.Once a while cook for my mom,once a while buy her thing and keep her tone down,and DON'T ABONDONED MY MOM...and for me,that's already heaven for me...what i want to see in my family...
    As for my lil sis, i hope i could marry her off to a good man (wish i quite convinced she has found ones).Be happy and have as much as children more than they wanna...coz every child carry a lot of happiness when they came to the earth...
     As for me, i wanna to be happiness .I wanna to be sincerely loves by people.I want to find someone who could hold me close and keep me safe.


     ____Happy New Year 2015 _______________________