Pieces left

       Nampun Namja....i've decided to keep him as part of my memory that will always means to be tears for me.'Nampun namja', he will always be my 'sarang'....until i meet my 'true ones'.I decided to keep him until my D-day expired,the day he GET MARRIED or the day,SOMEONES (I Hope to be short arm wangja) else managed to put the pieces of my heart Why i foolishly doing that?For now on ,the future will be one or two options,going to HIS WEDDING,

                   1)going pathetically alone ...

                    2) hand by hand with SOMEONES...

someone who  shelter me from all the pains in the world.i COULD NEVER BACK UP  again in my life if i choose the first ones.I would break hardly that i would lose my purpose of living.

I want to find

       somebody that wouldn't let me LOVE ALONE anymore

       somebody that think i deserves all of HIM and SOMEONE BETTER

I want to find somebody better.So that,i could look to HIM and HIS YEOJA,'i find somebody better who love me endlessly and unconditonally....SOMEONES that i could look into his eyes and saw my reflection (being pround to be his girl)....soemones PROTECTING me from my own fear that he could see'.

     ' I HAVE TO CHANGED INTO SOMETHING VALUABLE, 

                      IN ORDER TO BE NEXT TO SOMEONES OF THE SAME VALUE'

Even diamonds who shine if someones didn't dig it from underground.I'll be the DIAMONDS...that shine to the heart deserves my love.

         Short-Arm wangja is using teribble words to be used to namja to yeoja...is it because he is a lousy guy? is it because i didn't look 'that way' to him?Am i that kind of yeoja?i hope because he is lousy...is it possible?Sad...because if you keep that words going on,it is a sudden turn off to any feeling .

   p/s:Pray hard for all my dongsaengi...especially 'Park So Ha'.Please do well so that ,i could cursed you freely when you forget me in future.