A letter to heart

       Hi,hello...today,short-armed wangja appear again.once again,i'm ( the best speaker) had came to silence mode once again.Why?i wish many times,my mouth could smoothly speak as it is but i became clueless.God,help me....please.Isn't love suppose to be simple?Since when does it become so complicated?I wish i have beautiful uncomplicated love like 'Kimberly chen: Ai ni'.Just ended up as pretty as it is.I wish....one not-perfect love.

      My lil niece,y  had cause more trouble again.For me,despite other's saying,she is as pretty as a garden of flowers but flower with extreme fragrance made us dizzy.She have this strong personality and she TALK endlessly..more than normal kids would.What kids that talk non-stop while the listeners is playing laptop with the earphones on?Sometimes,she has more than my patience should hold.I love her that one day without her,is not a day AT ALL...i swear to god...but sometimes,i asked my self,what does a 23-years bachelor ended up raising a-6 years daughter when she wasn't through to the phase yet?i went to every her school events.neglecting the youth supposedly i been through now.Yet,i love her to that much.And the talking? ...that once in a while,drives me crazy.Because of that,may be....i prefer a silence-mode baby such as Aish...so cute.Cried once in a while..all you have to do is tuck him in your arms and he is satisfied,have him as my baby is a wonderful life.Let him run loose when you cooked,when he is tired.tuck him so that he sleeps.how pretty...
     A kid ask me,to find someone to be my boyfriend so that,i could endure the boreness of the job...truthfully,that moments,i can't lie that i instantly remember .nampun namja.i couldn't lie that i'm not that eager finding somebody new...and though he's joking about his friends,my heart keep saying,"none of them,have his personality.so,nopeeee.....".he is a reference frame...that is hard to replace...but i believe someday,somebody will replace his 'importance' in my heart..could short-armed namja be it?glad if it does happen...that day will come....
   to the 'you'....let us love each other in an such unperfect love ,heading unperfect life happily, perfecting each other presence.i will be your DIAMOND for that,honey.