Monday, 10 February 2014

FROZEN HEART:do you wanna to build a snowman?


Today,i had been listening to "The great doctor:one piece".My eyes are in a lil bit of tear.[accroding to the drama]Now, i know her feeling and why she choose not to comeback to new era where her bright future are await.Why she choose to stay in the era that are way behind....where you have to walk miles to talk to a soul instead of using high whatassp....A villain once asked the main lead," if you have something better than flying "horse",why would you still feel this "heart disease"?Shouldn't everyone be happy and satisfied?"She answered,"in that era,they are far more worse.and there is no cure...because you wouldn't never be satisfied even you have the flying horse"Now,i at least know the modern era disease.Today,we are talking about problematic "useless hyungnim" that might cause trouble as soon as new baby is arrived.And my mom said,"i wish the rented house are vacant.At least ,there is somewhere else to go...but leaving you...."she said to demonic diamond.And guess what? Not even in one blink of an eye,she cut the line,"eh,tahu kami lah cara nak hidup sendiri/ eh,We will just figured it out on how somehow...or something like that line....it shocks me to the deepest.As if she can't wait mom to move out of the out.DID SHE FORGET WHO FEED HER?DID SHE FORGET WHO FEED HER DAUGHTER?DID SHE JUST CONFESSIONG ON GETTING SICK HAVING MOM? DON'T YOU THINK YOU WILL BE HEALTHY N ALIVE IF MOM EVER GET SICK OF YOU?Waaaa....impressive...talking about hell demon.But it is to be expected for a two-face woman like her...telling cholics that you are taking care of your sick daugthter day and night...full of bullshit.Never do even once.I wish your cholics and your raised child at school know how you are EXACTLY like.You keep protecting those abandoned rich kids because they are abondoned by their busy mummy ,daddy....but,spending the day till 12 midnight at school,How can you are any different from them? Cursing your own flesh and blood like she have no dignity ,didn't you more worse than that?Now,you are getting rid of mom that are trying so hard to give her love to your child in your place?The\atold lady....COOK for you EVERY DAY and now,for your husband too despite being sick?So,that,she won't be one of those kid you abandoned.So,that she won't be crying alone ,we openede our arm so,she have a place to lay down ....because you are too busy....6.30 am to  1 in the morning ?the earliest,6 am to 5 pm and yelling all day long?And you call yourself a mom because you provide her clothes,foods?If any other random woman does that and willing to have the pain you have in giving birth,should she becoming "lil goddess"new mom?What more than you did?But ,my mom once cursed her that,"in the exact way she did to me,i prayed that she would feel the same way.I am definitely confidence about it.God knows everything." oh...i don't think i listen to it once though...Demonic diamond,mom prayer never when into a waste when it is submitted to the Supreme one up there....I am no good woman too...at least we can see wish part you have to pay.By the way,remember what did you do to me last year,it changed me completely.YOU,demonic diamond,made my mom cursed to you,and making me believe that person NEVER changed,and miracle,good things....it never happen.Being a fairytalic good only get you bullied,and pretender doesn't fall down if you hate them.That incident,remember?Just tonight let just me hate you...just let me call you a bitch...BITCH...so,that,i won't be again...Anyway,any how i hate you,i hope god bless you.Sometimes,i went into tears,listening to "frozen,do you want to build a snowman?",how much pretenders you are,how much evil you sre,i hope you comeback to the nice you [before your "prince" swaying the sword at you and left you,you didn't die but you didn't survived either.You that i missed die there]....the ones that sweetly promised to buy me a denim jacket with her first salary...None of this demonic things are the usual you...sis...mom is not your maid nor slave,your daughter is not a punching...we're the person that love you and when people can choose to betrayal,we would be the ones standing your back...Why are you stabbing your right and left hand?

p/s:i got another present from my co-worker who travelled...like it....for this month...hehehehee..:)

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