Today,i found someone resembles him...(nampun namja)...i stood for a few second far looking at his back.Not loving him that hard anymore,i guess....but he is someone that i am not yet able erase.At that moment,my heart hope we could meet another way....my heart hope that i am a different person,a fine lady that could be love by him...i just hope if...just if...he is like that ajushi that look like him,may be...just may be...both of us could consider love that happen between us.Just may be....in that a few second,hoping that body is his's (eventhough knowing he isn't the ones),i hope i could hold his arm smoothly.oh..i think...how happy is it,if we just two regular person that fit to love one another?How happy is it...i am if he just another guy loved by me...but as do min joon once said, "happy dreams only make me less happy after i wake up"..because it is just a dream...and a dream never repeat itself twice.
i found one character that fit demonic sister n her sobangnim...the couple on mata & hati pendusta...the sister who have to take care of senile mom.i bet...she would be doing the same if mom gone senile or ,could she put her in oldies facilities...one of both.Just having such character and not knowing herself,i feel sorry for her.A few days ago,she was mad with her daughter,that she actually kick her back (but not that hard).What kind of mom put her bare feet on her daughter just because she watch some video she didn't approve of...FEET!FEET!!...Sometime,we as people with good background feel guilty for crossing people's body while they are lying down."Slimmy fashionista" n her also have intense moment (lucky it didn't ended up with argument) becuase of that.Managed to maintain my anger down inside, i said to my mom," just think that we are watching a crazy women show,and for the best,never watch it at all."And she said this once a few days ago,"if it wasn't for mom,i have thrown you in a drain already.Woww!!!full motivation for a daughter with a mom that expecting new husband's seed.Why do you try to become a mom one more time when you are not suck but not willing totry to be up than 'suck'?sad for you....i wish you to change,but i know the last person who can change is you?You have a lot of love that you translated it to whole another bad way....
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