Today ,nothing much going on that can be issued as "world issue" (for my world of course).Some schedule change at work that i am now exactly like human punch card..hehehee...Although it is mentally exhausting counting on the presence n a lil bit frivolous, but quite entertaining.Actually it enhances the working system of the rest.For now,everything is good.
today,the topic get into an issue.My boss looked like reluctant on letting me go but,she said clearly ,it doesn't means she is against of me getting another job.She totally cool bout it.Truthfully,yes,if i am to stop working there,a week at least needed to train new comer...which hmm...Sincerely, i totally cool bout working there.Actually,there 2 ESSENTIAL adding point why i like working there other than the charming dongsaengi,first, every morning,i got a time of privacy to be with only my ownself,not as somebody's aunty,somebody daughter,i get time to just think or go blank...it is the time,my emotions are having the "resting relax moment".Secondly,i get to worked on my idea and cretivity.I get to worked hard when i want to,and rest when i really really weary...argh..good place to work by the way.Beside,if my fate doesn't go into the way (with the interview),,after my sister labour process,may be i am starting to think about studying again.So,totally cool...mom is totally against my idea on thinking how i am a burden if the interview is a success...one against,any way,fate is like a flowing river for me now.I just went along.Both of it ,in its way,have its hardeness and advantages...and i don't think i am getting weaker by it...it is just a process of growing by the way.
Oh,ouri ommy,lil sis,"slimmy fashionista" , and i were arguing about my brother...not really arguing,more to debating in a food store.it was like the semi final of national debating session.hheheheeee...nothing much too...."slimmy fashionista " and i are agreeing on the fact that ouri "useless hyungnim" is too snobby to get a ride on a motocycle (tha why he HIJACKED my mom's car and used as hisown...pongpong ne) and to my adding point, i said ,if he is a humble person, he would've worked at least as security guard on bike and already getting married by now.But that foolish man,"Useless hyungnim"...have body of old man but a mind of a boy...so,he doesn't tolerate with lack of coolness eventhough it's causing his family harm,dissapointment and terrible heartache.Mind of unmature 17...but as i said,everything is cool. As soon as we walked out of the shop.we feel a lil bit annoyed but everything is cool again.nothing much to bother.
p/s:i am thankful to god ..actually ,for giving me time ( for ended up staying at home longer as post grad,and part timer) that i have improved so many thing i miss while i was away.I learned to be a mom,family maid (not that i dislike it) ,a lady (learning to work on my face), and importantly,i learn to be a FAMILY MEMBER.this much is that i appear to much more step behind...it doesn't mean that i am good at it now,but i am seeing my effort,and the reason why i am staying in home sweet home.
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