LEAKING SECRET...

     i figured she ( regional goddess)  already finished reading by now and sleeping.For the first time today,i feel really scare, anxious as i knew someone get through into my online diary.It suppose to be me and my diary...but i figured All  7 of them had known me to that much,that there r things that they could tell better than my own diary.
     What do my "once upon a girl" have?it just a story of me,my opinion and my story about my true feeling toward my love ones,the world and sometimes,a lil bit dissappointment.It is just my way of telling myown self that
    The me that like the rugged bad boy big bang is also a 'me' that like to listen to Davichi,
     The me that always listen Pink ,sometimes addicted to Demi Lavato,
       The me that looking like a sluggish messy slut,sometimes are girl in heels,
          The me who might torn other people apart ,sometimes also may be a person who like the ocea

 More than that,it is like "my goose dream,Davichi" here.it is the place where my finger run as fast as my brains intrepreting my feeling.This is the space where i led my hurtful fairytale go alive,my dissatisfaction pouring way beyond the lousy umbrella,where the truth coming straight from heart.Yet, as the life is,not all the truth are sweet to be heard by human ear as it could be hurtful.Anyone are not running 'enough life' if you didn't know that sometimes,human like to listen spiteful sweet word over bitter truth.Sometimes,it applied the same for me.People conflict are as complicated as human brain,so,a lil bit more adding bitter truth could jammed the entire system.It s just how human operated.I try to understand it now.Because sometimes,even me myself are unable to defined myself,may be there would be an answer beyond this words.
      I was oncw watching the shrek,where ,he call himself,a person with many layer.Over a few years,i am convinced am such person.There many layer to reach my "like" ,and there so much more layer to really interpret what kind of a person  i am.Because sometimes,even myself stuck in between the layer.