Today, i listen to Davichi's song with title,"is it still beautiful". I am forgetting 'nampun namja' nowadays..(though at least one day his name rang a bell,nevermind as long as i didn't cry over it) and some day, i'm forget him totally....i will forget how his name always trigger my tears,how his words always make me braver, how his happiness worth more than mine,in case,one day, i eager to know on how did i once loved him after this whole memory pass by? Everyday, i am asking "is it still beautiful?" that is how.Though i am no longer "crazy over him ~hyorin",but still ...there were a day i wonder," is it still beautiful" eventhough, for him,i know it is.I just wanna ask..and another word,"Please do meet someone that are able to cover my shortcomings of a woman,then,i will be happy." Me?Being unhappy? the moment i realize my heart only cares for you more than myown self,i' ve known there is no happy ending for me.It is just another dangerous games i played to keep my heart safe from pain.Even if i had known that a huge pain await the end of game,i can't choose not to play because of you....because my heart are no longer in my control."Nampun namja",thank you for all this pain.(for real).thank you for being that great love,thank you for teaching me that even my scarred heart are able to love so much...thank you for being that.Thnak you for always being honest eventhough some people around us didn't.
p/s:Even though,someday,someone betray you,remember that there was a "catfish" from the mud" who hold pure love that are as pure as pouring rains for you.So,never lower yourself below that,"ouri sarang",ne?
No comments:
Post a Comment